This is how I became the woman I am today

How I went from lost and deflated to happy and positive.

4 years ago, I just wasn’t myself, I had lost me and I just knew

that there was something else out there, something more

shiny and satisfying.

I started researching things to help with my anxiety, and I

was suggested to look into mindfulness which opened up

a door to a whole new world.

A world full of possibilities, and that’s exactly what it did…

I realised my possibilities are endless, I can be happy and

successful and get shut of the anxiety that was ruining my life.

I started to put things into action, meditation, gratitude &

affirmations.

I learnt how I can control my own energy & feelings to make

my days better, but the best thing was learning about manifestation and how to use it to change my life for the best.

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Back in 2016 I fell pregnant with my second daughter, it was a

rough pregnancy, I was physically and mentally drained due

to having a two-year-old daughter and also suffering from

really bad sickness, I had no energy and lost

nearly 2 stone whilst being pregnant..

​I just didn’t feel myself; this took a toll on my relationship with my

partner, my business wasn’t doing amazing

as I wasn’t giving it the full attention

It needed , and the money wasn’t covering everything it needed to.

 

​I was also worried about money and my relationship. 

But this is when everything changed. 

She was 5 weeks old when I and my partner separated for 6 months

and I was stuck on my own with a newborn

and a toddler - life was hard.I really

didn’t feel me, I started with palpitations, and a nasty gut

feeling in my chest, the feeling of worry, this resulted in the

panic attacks occurring more and more often and

I became an overwhelmed self-employed single mum of two.

 

It was really difficult, and it soon affected my mental well-being and my

business. I struggled to get up, be a mum, run a business and plan my days.

 

I lost my motivation and my sparkle. I became a huge procrastinator, doing small jobs and putting everything else off. I tried to explain to family, but no one knew how I really felt, how low I actually was.

 

I spoke to a friend about it all and she suggested I may be suffering from anxiety. Something I had heard so much about, but I linked it all with social anxiety and didn’t believe it was what I had.

 

So, I started to research it all including the symptoms and it was everything I was feeling. I went to see a doctor who diagnosed me with anxiety, I was given citalopram to help ease it off, which it did for a while so then I 

self-referred for cbt therapy.

 

I was happy to speak to people as I knew that was the only way I could get help. 

 

Whilst waiting to be seen by someone, my anxiety plummeted, I woke up with it, it was there all day, no matter what I did it never went away. I thought I would never get out of the hole I was in; it’s was so dark, and I lost who I was.I finally got to see a therapist, she was amazing and introduced me to mindfulness, this wonderful thing that I had no idea about.

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This was a whole new world to me, and when I realised how much it could help me, I went in headfirst. I found myself a coach that focused on mindset and women in business, I was taking in everything I could, filling my mind with positivity, practising mindfulness every single day. I went on her courses, watched all her videos, she inspired me so much.

 

I was taught how to become focused and less overwhelmed by setting goals, planning my days, weeks and months... Oh and a newfound love for meditation and crystals. I woke up daily and created a to-do list to stop me from feeling so overwhelmed and anxious.

 

I wrote in my journal on a morning and learnt how being grateful helps with your mind and anxiety, I do some form of exercise 2 times a week and meditate every day. something just clicked and it became my passion, I started to help my team out give my friends and family tips on mindfulness, I became a new me.

 

 this led to me finding out about The Law Of Attraction & manifestation, something I could no longer live without. Knowing that I could manifest the life I truly deserved was absolutely magical. I then started to follow more and more coaches who specialised in mindset, business and anyone who I could see value in, I went on courses, watched training and read lots of self-development books... Oh, ok audiobooks.

 

                                                                                                          After 4 months this totally turned my business around, my mind

was in a good place, and I had

taught my team to look after their mind too.

Two months later I decided to speak to my

therapist and wean myself totally off my medication.  

 

I now use mindfulness techniques to control my anxiety.

 

Seeing the extreme change that

mindfulness had on me, it made me want to

help other women rewire their mind as I did with mine.

 

I became an accredited coach nin Feb 2020 now I’m also an

LOA  & Manifestation Coach and a EFT practitioner.

 

This journey changed how I look at

everything in my life, I absolutely love helping

females manifest the life they truly deserve by

become the wealthy woman they already are.

 

 

In the June of 2020, I manifested

£10,300 plus gifts I had been manifesting too.

 

Since then every month has just been amazing,

Money, gifts, a Mercedes, new products, courses clients and my most recent on my new puppy Moxon!

 

I have totally turned my life around and I want to help as many females turn their life around too. I mainly do this via my miracle manifesters membership which is full of amazing like-minded women, for just £22.22 a month.

 

But please remember you really do deserve your dream life!!