This is how I became the woman I am today
How I went from lost and deflated to happy and positive.
4 years ago, I just wasn’t myself, I had lost me and I just knew
that there was something else out there, something more
shiny and satisfying.
I started researching things to help with my anxiety, and I
was suggested to look into mindfulness which opened up
a door to a whole new world.
A world full of possibilities, and that’s exactly what it did…
I realised my possibilities are endless, I can be happy and
successful and get shut of the anxiety that was ruining my life.
I started to put things into action, meditation, gratitude &
I learnt how I can control my own energy & feelings to make
my days better, but the best thing was learning about manifestation and how to use it to change my life for the best.
Back in 2016 I fell pregnant with my second daughter, it was a
rough pregnancy, I was physically and mentally drained due
to having a two-year-old daughter and also suffering from
really bad sickness, I had no energy and lost
nearly 2 stone whilst being pregnant..
I just didn’t feel myself; this took a toll on my relationship with my
partner, my business wasn’t doing amazing
as I wasn’t giving it the full attention
It needed , and the money wasn’t covering everything it needed to.
I was also worried about money and my relationship.
But this is when everything changed.
She was 5 weeks old when I and my partner separated for 6 months
and I was stuck on my own with a newborn
and a toddler - life was hard.I really
didn’t feel me, I started with palpitations, and a nasty gut
feeling in my chest, the feeling of worry, this resulted in the
panic attacks occurring more and more often and
I became an overwhelmed self-employed single mum of two.
It was really difficult, and it soon affected my mental well-being and my
business. I struggled to get up, be a mum, run a business and plan my days.
I lost my motivation and my sparkle. I became a huge procrastinator, doing small jobs and putting everything else off. I tried to explain to family, but no one knew how I really felt, how low I actually was.
I spoke to a friend about it all and she suggested I may be suffering from anxiety. Something I had heard so much about, but I linked it all with social anxiety and didn’t believe it was what I had.
So, I started to research it all including the symptoms and it was everything I was feeling. I went to see a doctor who diagnosed me with anxiety, I was given citalopram to help ease it off, which it did for a while so then I
self-referred for cbt therapy.
I was happy to speak to people as I knew that was the only way I could get help.
Whilst waiting to be seen by someone, my anxiety plummeted, I woke up with it, it was there all day, no matter what I did it never went away. I thought I would never get out of the hole I was in; it’s was so dark, and I lost who I was.I finally got to see a therapist, she was amazing and introduced me to mindfulness, this wonderful thing that I had no idea about.
This was a whole new world to me, and when I realised how much it could help me, I went in headfirst. I found myself a coach that focused on mindset and women in business, I was taking in everything I could, filling my mind with positivity, practising mindfulness every single day. I went on her courses, watched all her videos, she inspired me so much.
I was taught how to become focused and less overwhelmed by setting goals, planning my days, weeks and months... Oh and a newfound love for meditation and crystals. I woke up daily and created a to-do list to stop me from feeling so overwhelmed and anxious.
I wrote in my journal on a morning and learnt how being grateful helps with your mind and anxiety, I do some form of exercise 2 times a week and meditate every day. something just clicked and it became my passion, I started to help my team out give my friends and family tips on mindfulness, I became a new me.
this led to me finding out about The Law Of Attraction & manifestation, something I could no longer live without. Knowing that I could manifest the life I truly deserved was absolutely magical. I then started to follow more and more coaches who specialised in mindset, business and anyone who I could see value in, I went on courses, watched training and read lots of self-development books... Oh, ok audiobooks.
After 4 months this totally turned my business around, my mind
was in a good place, and I had
taught my team to look after their mind too.
Two months later I decided to speak to my
therapist and wean myself totally off my medication.
I now use mindfulness techniques to control my anxiety.
Seeing the extreme change that
mindfulness had on me, it made me want to
help other women rewire their mind as I did with mine.
I became an accredited coach nin Feb 2020 now I’m also an
LOA & Manifestation Coach and a EFT practitioner.
This journey changed how I look at
everything in my life, I absolutely love helping
females manifest the life they truly deserve by
become the wealthy woman they already are.
In the June of 2020, I manifested
£10,300 plus gifts I had been manifesting too.
Since then every month has just been amazing,
Money, gifts, a Mercedes, new products, courses clients and my most recent on my new puppy Moxon!
I have totally turned my life around and I want to help as many females turn their life around too. I mainly do this via my miracle manifesters membership which is full of amazing like-minded women, for just £22.22 a month.
But please remember you really do deserve your dream life!!